if....then

Let's play a little game of mine called if....then:

IF I find a grant to fund the director position next year for the community music school.....THEN I might actually be paid for what I'm already doing.

IF I finally get my transcript corrected from UC.....THEN I might actually get a scholarship to one of the four schools that I have applied to for the fall.

IF I even get accepted to any of the schools that I have applied to.....THEN I will either be living in one of four major cities: Chicago, New York, Boston, or Miami.

IF I sit on my hands for much longer without knowing where I am going.....THEN I might just loose it altogether and bum around for a little while.

IF I become a bum....THEN I think I would like to live somewhere warm and welcoming like San Fransisco.

IF I don't loose it and become a bum, or go to school, or find a grant to fund my current position....THEN I may just find some dead end job somewhere and waste away (or spend my days blogging).

What to do next? I have no idea! I need some ice cream.....FAST!